20

x)

happy.

im fortunate.

had lunch with uncle and cousins, proceed to k after that, some really cheap ones recommended by magazines. had dinner with the whole family (my parents, sis, aunt, xiao yi zhang, uncle and cousins) =) the food was nice!! my fav! hahahas! thanks to my cousin, he know what i like, hehes! awesome awesome! had a great time with my family, even though its just a very simple meal, we had great laughs la. thats my family! x)

get to spend a lot of time with my family lately, aunt's wedding, a few stayover at aunt's house and the short kl getaway. the wedding was really a highlight! now i have to change the usual way of calling, must change to xiao yi zhang! hahahas! and and, ah ma is recovering! am really glad, hope it will get better and better =) i love my family!!! x)

i have a family that really loves me a lot and friends that care a lot too.
i appreciate all the wishes, really thanks so much! they meant a lot to me =)
and im really glad.

i know x)
my life, my way. the happy way. hahas!

ok its time to go full force in studies.
just a few more weeks! x)
jia you to myself and my group members! we can do it =)

my 19

looking forward =) hahas! it might just be another day, nothing really special. but yeas one year older =)

frankly speaking, hmm i dont know what word can i use to describe my 19. but its not an easy one. having said that, i dont think its a bad one, ive learnt so much. i don blame anyone or anything and i don feel that im very suay or whatever, no. its just part of life, its my life and i live with it.

i don want to reveal too much things here but im glad i have a few close friends that stood by me, and they really stood there. listening to me and everything. going to places that i want to, i just say i feel like going and yeas she went with me.. i don wanna name, u know who u are, and who always stood there. i appreciate it a lot a lot. and for those concern and encouragement from not very close friends, makes me feel so fortunate. and i know i am =)

my weakest spot was invaded, but i choose to remain strong, because i know who need me and i want to be the support at times like that. i just know that i have to accept it and face it positively instead of staying down over it. it applies to others as well, life goes on. i still feel~ but i don wan to dwell too much on things that had past. i choose to look at it differently. yep =)

no matter what had happened, it has come this way. many things were proven, whether i like it or not. i have a choice, to be happy or be sad and i choose the former. to think of it, its not a big deal really. ultimately everything will be over and be fine. time is the key. perhaps the process aint sweet, its tough, but i know it can be done. and things are moving to the positive side already and im glad =)

i can repeat certain things over and over again. my best friend hear certain stuffs like a thousand times already, sorry la! your friend here super naggy, somethings must say out too! if not feel very suffocated leh! hahahas!

i choose this way =)
put all the bad things aside, life is not about that. bound to have good and bad so yeas. hahas!
im still learning, life's really a learning journey. hahas!
shall post some resolution or something perhaps.
my plans for 2010/20 years old. lols!
wheee im so excited. lols! old meh?! i dont think so lor, no matter how many people tell me that, i always don feel so. hahahaas!

i havent even finish this entry and its 12, calls, smses, msn. wheeeee
<3

happy 20th birthday to myself!
hope that i will be even stronger and face everything positively.
go for my dreams and press on no matter how hard it takes.
JIA YOU PAN YING!

i will always be happy x)

2010 x)

the fireworks was awesome!
really worth the wait. hahas!

enjoyed what we did while waiting too. resolution for 2010, a lot more though hahas! but i like what they wrote for me! =) 2 consec years counting down tgt, many more years to come? hahas!

still don really wan to reflect on 2009, ok la i did a little in my mind.
some are really personal and i don feel like sharing at this moment.
anyway, its 2010 already!
simply, look forward!! hahahas!

im turning 20 soon!!
somehow this year don seem that exciting. hahas! nevertheless i look forward to my birthday like every year, i love birthday la. hahas! i don feel old! >.< but yeas hit the number 2, no more 1. ahahas! so?

i choose to face everything positively and take everything as it is.
even if its tough, i will face them bravely and strongly =)
im not easily defeated ok?! hahas!

2010 will be a great one x)

last day of 2009

dont really know where to start. pretty hectic year for me, and how its going to end. hahas!
got 3 projs on hand, pretty worrying!!! got to chiong once sch start! ps, i still want to have fun lor! LOLS! dint really had much meet up, .... and and and im turning 20! ahahahas!

time flies..
things changed.

supposed many things happened this year~ ok la every year many things happened. but its very different this year. i thought theres somethings that i wont be able to cope or overcome, but i just did.

a reflection for 2009? maybe i will do it later when im with the girls waiting for the fireworks. hahas!

like every year, ive learnt a lot. i looked back at older entries and realised many things.. a process of growing up i supposed. every year there will be different things etc...

its a choice and i believe strongly in it.
i wanna be optimistic.
the mindset is crucial. so yeas =)
whatever it is, i will take all that comes.
no matter how hard it is or how pain it is, everything will be over.
i wanna face things positively, no point fearing or anything. what come will come, accept,
live with it.

ok got to rush home now!

我要

我要我不後悔我做的事
也不要再難過過去發生的事
從自己開始
我要我只做我想做的事　
時間不容許我在乎太多的事　
從現在開始

- Penny's 我祈禱

我要一直提醒自己，我不想忘记我要的，那些最初。

继续努力，加油！

music is <3

awesome. x)

i wanna form a band! LOLS!

i really love it la! =)

i want to get a recorder... when i find a suitable mp3 that suits my other need as well. all in one lo. hahas!

lalalas~ x)

该来的会来

请不要死心眼，
过去让它过去。

相信，该来的会来。
也相信心里想要的会实现，我会努力的去实现。

人因梦想而伟大。
你的梦想是什么？你有在你想要追逐的跑道上吗？

加油！记得要快乐。=)